Date : Monday, 26 May 2008
Time : 10:52 am
Title :

complicated,,
i'm so stupid,,
what actually make me feel so miserable,,
now a days in dam bad mood,,
becoming more and more,,
not like me,,
lost my usual self,,
maybe people reach to certain age,,
will start to moodswing ba,,
i don't want to change so much,,
never been so hot-tempered nor,,
having such serious attitude problems before,,
can i change what happened?
i knew i'll never shout at him again,,
he had been tolerating my temper,,
so glad having him around,,
someone who will always cheer me up,,
he is just like a big brother to me,,
hurting him is the last thing i want to do,,
but nothing can turns the time back huhs,,
i would never blame him for not,,
talking to me anymore,,
i've hurt him enough,,
but no matter what,,
he will always be my beloved gorgor,,
this will never change,,

really alot of things happened,,
my life turn upside down,,
upset over lame stuffs that i didn't have to bother,,
what will ever change even if you cry your eyes out?
nothing,,
what will you earn to be upset?
nothing,,
so i'm trying,,
to at least get back to my own happy go lucky self huhs,,xDD

&&darlinggs,,
no matter what,,
it's JUNE HOLIDAY!!^^
enjoy narhs!!;DD